Sunday.....Hisham Aariz's Day

 

He is a baby that we r trying so hard after we lost my 1st baby girl back year 2008. Getting pregnant is like, Alhamdulillah couldnt say more hihihihihi. Taking care 2nd pregnancy after stillbirth  delivery, is really a stressful but yet have to make myself stress-free. Banyak plak tu complication-nya, macam2 lah. Dengan nak dekat2 nak beranak asyik ulang alik ke spital. 1 sebab tak sure sakit nak beranak cemana, 2 sebab takut jadi macam yang 1st...so, its a mixed feelings.

During this time, hospital adalah rakan terbaik kami heheheeee. Bosan betui, sampai daddy yang tak suka pegi hospital duk komplen, hospital ni dah jadi rumah ke-2. kuangkuangkuanggg...jgn gitu yer daddy, anak kamu jua.

Since ths pregnancy will be our precious baby, after loooong await..takmo kuar plak budak ni walau dah 41weeks. Kita tak sabar, dia plak takmo kuar. During our last visit on week 41 (3/May/2010), last checkup doctor scan..he is super duper big...3.94kg. Gulp!Gulp!Gulp!.. Nebes betul nak kuarkan, seriau pun ada..dlm hati tak yakin camno la nih. Tapi gyne saya tu baik orangnya, dia kesian dgn kami due to our 1st baby incident...so she suggest, we go for csection becoz she said ths is our precious baby. I smile, *dalam hatiku dah berbunga2 sbb takut dgn normal delivery hikhikk*. She asked me to be hospitalized on the next day n czer on 5/5/2010.


But only Allah know...on 4/5/2010..i had my contraction just after my subuh pray. memula mild, pastu getting intense. Bagitau asben, dia kata..anyhow we still going to the hospital rite for check in. Yer lah. When we arrived, kelamkabut bagitau dah sakit tapi doctor dah schedule for plan czer on 5/5/2010. Check punya check, fuhooo dah bukak 3cm. Doctor kata tunggu petang kita czer, tapi lepas setengah jam check lagi dah bukak 5cm. fuhhhh...terus dan2 nak czer skrang gak. Dat time, im not physically & mentally prepare for this *sobsobsob* takutnya. So here we goes, terus czer dan2 tu gak & Hisham born at 1020am 4/5/2010 with only 3.49kg & 49cm.

It was my 1st experience for czer, takut, seram, tak berenti kalimah syahadah..manatau sampai situ je ke nyawa kita kan. gulp!

Today, Hisham 1yr7mths with 11kg & 87cm height. He master  his walking, running, climbing, throwing thgs and tantrum, love his younger brother - Emir. But he still with his baby talk & only talk few words. We love u abang!

Sue!

Saturday...Emir's Day

3.5months - 7.8kg

Mommy said i came to this world when my eldest brother still small, around 1yr4mths. And she said that they didnt plan for 2nd child!! hihihihi...takpe sayang, we adjust & we love u both equally.

Mommy, Hisham & Emir inside. age-36weeks

After 10mths carrying him, i gained 18kg, yep only 18kg..takde la manyak mana, Juma gained almost 30kg yer. Tapi cukup la meninggalkan kesan kegemokan lepas lahir 18kg tu hihihi. Citernya, dah discussed dgn gyne nak try for normal walaupun dalam hati takut sebenarnya. hehee..apa menda la yg takut sangat tu, hepp ai takut kena epi procedure & kena jaet balik ler..

Again, just like previous pregnancy...dah sampai 40weeks takde tanda2 nak beranak pun. Raya dah nak dekat, camno nih. As per discussed with gyne, we r having our last visit before raya if still not deliver. Memang yer taknak kuar2 gak, takde tanda lansung...so last visit on 25/8/2011. cotcetcotcet, doctor suruh admit to the hospital n i will b induce.

Czer process

Pendek citer, checkin spital sblm raya..ya Allah punya la ramai umat nak beranak sblm raya..maklum la spital gomen..akhirnya dapat gak la selit masuk on 26/8/2011. At last, we schedule for induce on 27/8. Sebelum subuh dah dikasi induce pill called pitocin - tapi half dose jer. Sampai tengahari no improvement at all, kasi lagi full dose of pitocin. Slow sangat bukaan, sampai kul 1130malam baru bukak 3cm, dipaksa pun dpt la 4cm. So the whole day journey was damn painful but yet the progress is poor. after 1130pm, kena tolak ke Labour room and then they start the whole process. Kot sapa yg dah pernah lalui tau la. Pecah air ketuban, check laluan, assist laluan, masuk air drip nak bantu bukaan and so on. The pain s getting intense and again no progress, so they decided to give me another induce - drip induce. The most painful ever. i had that during my 1st delivery! Not sure how to describe it, but i had the most difficult one....pain so much intense but yet it only open till 5cm until the next morning 8am 28/8/2011. When the specialist came n decided for czer, i was like HORAYYYYYYYYYYY..quickly takeout that drip wire n give me that bius hihihihi.

Alhamdulillah kuar la hero kecik ni dgn tangan dan kaki yg kurus keding. Emir born with 3.18kg & 50cm.

All in all, saya trauma beranak normal.sungguh! tapi pasni memang confirmed czer dah..syukur! Wpun hanya 3 insyaAllah rejeki kami..tapi alhamdulillah. yang penting takmo dah experience tu. hehee korang2 amek la, ai takmo hihihihi.

Now, he is 3.5mths old with 7.8kg and 67cm. some say he is gemok, id say he is ok because of his height. But he is relatively big compared with other baby at similar age.

"Mommy love u both!"

Sue!